Grief.WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK.This has been on repeat in my head for the past few weeks. Saying goodbye to someone I loved. Trying to grasp the fuckedupness of it all, without success. It’s well beyond my grasp.A few weeks ago, I lost someone I love dearly. My beautiful cousin, Amie. My partner in crime since the time we could walk and talk.My heart is so very broken💔I thought I would show up anyway, because that's what I’m supposed to do. I committed to it. But then, I just couldn’t. Because I didn’t want to share anything that didn’t feel authentic for[...]